Goodbye twenty-eleven

I wouldn't say 2011 is as good as 2010 but still it wasn't a bad one though. Time flies so fast and it's going to be 2012 in 2 days time. I'm not really sure whether growing up is fun or not but still, it's a process that everyone needs to go through it. 2011 was quite boring from the start but December is the bomb! Sigh, honestly, I'm still quite unsure about what I want in the future. Everybody is already all set and ready for the future, for example some of them plan on doing designing, computing and all. But me? For all I know, I want to do something that is related to science, specifically medicine. No, not necessary doctor but maybe pharmacy?

You know what, I'm going to stop talking about the future. It seems pretty depressing -_- .

So in about 2 weeks time, I'll be in college. What am I suppose to expect? I have no idea at all! Both of my elder siblings studied at England's college and I think Malaysian colleges aren't the same as England's one (I think) . Honestly speaking, I'm quite afraid of A levels because apparently it's very hard? I'm afraid that I can't cope with my studies, with the surrounding, the people & lots of crap! I know myself, I can't make friends with other people easily. Well, if I'm the type that can make friends easily then everything shouldn't be a problem. Blerghhh. No point talking about it now, all I can do now is to study hard and to be mentally prepared for all the upcoming challenges :/